Oh my god i really had forgotten what an emotional rollercoaster dating was!
I had forgotten about all the things you worry about as a guy when you are trying to meet girls:
i have felt like a little kid and the most worn out old guy in the world at the same time almost
- are you being honest enough/too honest
- are you making sense
- do they actually like you
- when is the right time to make you an official couple
- is it going to work
- why does your head not work right
- etc etc
now this might be too personal for a public forum such as this but i fell i need to say it so.....
now the last week or so hasnt been all that great for me, have been having a few issues with the wife which all came to a head friday night when she drops on me out of nowhere that she has cheated on me and doesn't know if she wants to stay maried to me anymore.
saying this was a shock to me is a bit of an understatement to say the least! all news to me that this has happened
well, this is my first blog ever so not really sure what I'm doing lol! Lets see......what can I put here......
I know! lets do a little message for anyone that knows me on office and the forums....
not sure if anyone has noticed lately but i have been feeling ever more cheeky around the forums, no idea why, I am starting to think of it as home i think! have been enjoying my time here and i dont think there is anyone i dont like on the forums, it has been just over a year since
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